I like the person that I am when I am not in a relationship. That shit changes me and I don’t like it.
I have a full time job. I go to school. And I think I’m falling in love. But I can’t tell him this because than things would change. And it could be good but it could be bad and it scares me. I’ve never had someone treat me so equal. I’ve never had someone sweep me off my feet. Dance with me for no reason. Cuddle me at 3 am because I had a nightmare. I’ve never had someone take care of ME. Someone who would lay in bed with me until 5am telling me secrets, talking in OBNOXIOUS voices, and having the most serious and goofy conversation all in under a minute. Someone who tells me I am beautiful when I wake up, drool on my lip, my hair as wild as a lion, and My make up completely smeared. I’ve never felt as alive as I do in his presence and as alone as I do when he isn’t here.
Everyone SAYS they want a fairytale wedding but when I show up and curse their firstborn suddenly I’m a jerk.
my main question is has anyone ever fantasized about having sex with me